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| well today i got in trouble by mrs. hayes for being out of dress code, which is wayyy too strict.we have to wear polos everyday,belt,no jeans,all that great stuff.she keeps pickin on me lately,so i admit i was being a smartass.well she called my mom and my mom said that they said i've been irritable.my mom told me i need to eat something.no.shes already taken me away from my friends, my home, shit my life.she isn't gonna take this away from me.i wont let her.anyways,i'm still going strong on the fast.aand i'll post back tomorrow. | | |
| well it's the morning and i feel awful.like i feel sick to my stomach.if i had anything in there i'd throw it up.good news is i don't feel like eating :) i'll update after school | | |
| man i hope i start losing some serious pounds fast.that like needle on the scale is just creepin.well now that my body's in ketosis,it should be quick right??anyways,i'm excited for this weekend.i'ma pop some extacy :D.pretty much all i can do now is pills.weed makes food irresistible, and alcohol contains too many calories.anyways thats pretty much all i got for today.thanks for all the support girlies<33 | | |
| right now i'm drinking my coffee.i keep having dreams about being back in california :'(.anyways i bought these ketone strips.it tells you how far you are in ketosis.there are six levels and i'm on the fifth level already!!i reccommend anyone whos fasting to buy these strips.it's really motivating.anyways i'll post back after school. | | |
| **update.i'm in 5th period right now.i'm doing good.had a diet coke and a cup of water for lunch.i'm so motivated, nothing can stop me.earlier there was a shitload of people in the halls and i was getting frustrated so i kinda shoved two people to get out of my way.this guy got all butthurt over it but i don't give a fuckkkkk.i don't need these stupid texas people.i hate this small town mentality.everyone is up everyone elses business and people looove drama.i hate this shit.i hate these kids.i love xanga because you're all intelligent and understanding<33 well day 1 if you count that dreaded tater tot from yesterday.i had a dream my mom took me to the mall and wanted to buy me a bathing suit.i told her no cuz i was still too fat.i love dreams like those i wake up motivated :) well i'ma post back after school stay strong girls<33 | | |
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